I wish I could go back to the past<br>
When I lived life fast<br>
The act of love only belonged to you ever.<br>
We know its true. <br>
A shame that a love could never exist because circumstance makes us miss our mark<br>
Of a spark, of an unending relenteless heart<br>
Ache, I break... You take yourself away and I lay <br>
Here alone til I wake from the dream that you and I did make.</p>
That I could go back like I was before.
Before the 12.
Before the Betrayal.
Before the Hurt.
I wish that I could’ve treated you like you deserve.
I wish that you understood that I don’t deserve the best, I deserve the worst.
I thought I knew the definition.
I suppose it’s just,
Friend: (n) A person who fucks the ex that ruined your life.
Yeah, that’s accurate.
Every time I think I’ve changed, I turn back again.
I’ve never been an angel and I never will be.
When a person lacks the feeling of remorse, nothing matters.
It’s all pretend, it’s all a facade. Paint on my fake smile and turn on the beating of my fake heart.
This soul was gone from the start, a genetic defect of hypocritical love and fornicating lies.